So in the Jan/Feb 2024 issue of Alfred Hitchcock's Mystery Magazine they had a writing challenge. Based off of a picture you have to write a 250 word story telling what happened. I failed at that task. My story has close to an extra 200 words. Instead of editing it down, I decided to post it here instead. Lenard had never liked working the late shift at Jerry’s Groceries. There was something off-putting about the people who showed up after dark. Not quite right. There was a shiftiness to them, that he couldn’t bring himself to trust. Add to that the current state of affairs, where you couldn’t turn on a TV without hearing about some shooting, and was it any wonder that Lenard would spend his whole shift on edge. Waiting for the shoe to drop.
He knew it was only a matter of time before something bad happened to him. How could it not? He worked the store alone in the dead of night. And it wasn’t like it was a good neighborhood. The hardware store next door was just robbed a week ago. The Diner across the street a few days before that. It only stood to reason that Jerry’s was next. Lenard tried to put these thoughts out of his head as finished up the stocking for the evening. Harold, the owner of the hardware store was still fighting for his life in the hospital after he attempted to stop the thief. What kind of nut tries to stop someone with a gun? Lenard knew he didn’t have that in him. First sign of trouble and he was bolting for the doors. A loud crash came from an aisle over. Lenard’s heart stopped. The thief had come for him. He had been dreading this moment. The thief was getting closer, there was no time to run. Lenard ducked behind some boxes he had yet to discard and waited for the end. The store was silent, too silent. The only sound that Lenard could hear was the pounding of his own heart. Moments ticked by, and just as he started to think maybe it was safe to get up, he heard something moving in the aisle with him. Every fiber of his being wanted to run for the door, but he was frozen in fear. The end had finally come for him. The thief was feet away from him, he could hear his footsteps, light as could be. Lenard prayed, for the first time in a long time. Asking for protection, for forgiveness. For a chance to make it home alive. Something hit the boxes next to him. He braced himself for the end. With a heavy heart he forced himself to look up at the eyes of his killer, only to find that instead of some thief, he was looking up at a tiny black cat, with the tiniest bit of white in her face.
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Mary Goth has worked at the Cottonwood apartments as assistant manager for going on two years now. She had been at Quentin apartment management, the parent company, for going on five. She loved it. It was the perfect job for her. Basically, she was paid an obscene amount of money, to sit around and pretend to look busy for perspective new residents.
It was made clear, from up on high, that the only concern she needed to worry herself about was making sure new people moved in. She wasn’t to help current residents. That cost the company money and was out and out frowned upon. Cynthia Torrez, the manager, and Mary’s closest friend, took great pride in practicing her annoyed voice. The more distain she could slip into her voice, the happier she would be. As of late, Mary had been following in her footsteps. She would never openly admit it, but she looked up to Cynthia. She was her role model, ever since she made some old lady cry when they ran over her cat, and then fined her for it. Being cruel to the residents was almost an artform, one that Mary was hoping to become a master at. She would spend countless hours, daydreaming about becoming manager of her own complex one day, where she could torment the residents. There was something so satisfying about ruining someone, it was a high that no drug could capture. In fact, there was a running pool going about two residents. One was an elderly couple, living on a fixed income, the other a single mother and her newborn son, both of whom, have been complaining of mold in their apartment for going on a year. The bet, was to see which resident would get sick first. For a long time, Mary was hoping it would give them some kind of cancer. She always loved seeing cancer patients. Something about how weak and frail they looked. It never failed to make Mary laugh. There was many a night, where she would fall asleep to dreams of the elderly couple coughing their last breaths, or the mother going to wake her baby, only to find that all life had left his little body. If only she could be there to witness it, that would be heaven. Unfortunately, she found out there was no real evidence that mold causes cancer. That was a sad day. The only way she could make herself feel better, was by sending out half a dozen eviction notices. Each one claiming the resident in question didn’t pay their rent. She took such joy in their stress, their misery. It cheered her right up. She was almost hoping one or two of them wouldn’t have any receipt, so they could really evict them. There was nothing more enjoyable than waiting till right before a rain storm to toss someone’s belongings into the dirt yard, so the rain and mud would ruin everything. Inflicting that kind of pain felt like being a kid on Christmas morning again. The newest game was randomly changing the gate code. They had to email the residents to inform them of the change, but she would spend hours, changing one letter in each email, so that none of them went through. Then one by one, she would make the residents beg for the new code. Gas lighting them into thinking they just didn’t see the email. Lecturing them on being more responsible. The misery, the stress, the anger and rage on the resident’s face, it was bliss. Unless you have inflicted this kind of misery yourself, you could never begin to understand the joy it brings. Creating misery in others brings a sense of fulfilment. Of satisfaction, in one’s life. Mary couldn’t help but believe that God had truly blessed her. Which is why on June 4th, the day after they collected rent for the month, Mary was astonished at how quickly everything fell apart for her. The day started like every other June 4th. She spent the early morning, walking around the complex, sabotaging different A/C units. The thought of the residents suffering in 100-degree heat made her feel nice and cozy while sitting at home in her perfectly cold house. At least once a summer someone would be taken away in an ambulance with heat stroke, it was always the highlight of the summer for Mary and Cynthia. The only downside this June 4th, was that while Mary was messing with the A/C units, Cynthia was renting an apartment to a single mother and her son. He was trying out for the high school swim team, and all he cared about was living somewhere with access to a pool, so he could practice all summer. He had dreams of completing in the Olympics. Luckily, Cottonwood has a beautiful pool, right out in the open for all new residents to see. Cynthia gave the whole song and dance, about how they were finishing up fixing it, and it would be open by next week. A total lie. The pool never opened. They kept it closed all year long. Once a month they would clean the pool out, make it all nice looking, so people looking to move in would be taken in by it. And sure enough, as soon as the office closed each day, people would hop the fence and go swimming. Never suspecting the chemicals that they put into the pool would make them sick. It was just punishment for attempting to find some joy in their miserable lives. There was nothing worse than a resident who was happy. Who found purpose in their life. It took away from Mary’s happiness, and that was not acceptable. It wasn’t until that afternoon that things started to go sideways. A young lady, right out of some emo goth rock band, walked in. She had only been living in the complex for a little over a month. Mary had cut her A/C that morning and days before she moved in, they exchanged her fridge with an older model that wouldn’t properly cool the food. When she complained, they replaced the fridge, with a model that opened from the other side. They were kind enough to move all her food inside the fridge for her. Only then, she complained that the wall next to the fridge prevented her from opening the door. Some people loved to complain. After a week or so of her constant complaints, they exchanged it with yet another fridge, this one with the door on correctly. Only this time, due to her own actions, what with all the complaining, they didn’t move the food over for her. Instead, they waited until she went to work in the morning and took everything out of the fridge, and left all her food on the counter. It wasn’t until two days later that they finally brought the new fridge in. She was not happy. Mary and Cynthia popped champaign that night. Today her complaint was about her mailbox being broken into, yet again. Residents loved to complain about this. It would always happen around Christmas, and whenever a family with young children had birthdays. There was always good stuff to be found in the mailboxes, and Cynthia found some young go-getters, who would do the job for almost nothing. Mary just nodded, her head and told her for the millionth time, that there was nothing they could do. That she just needed to be more proactive getting her mail in a timely fashion if she was afraid of it being stolen. The emo brat, who was far too pale for her own good, turned a bright shade of red. It took every ounce of control Mary had to not start laughing. She had to avoid eye contact with her. Just dismissed her from her office and the second the front door closed, she burst out laughing. Life was great! She only lived a few blocks from the apartments, a nice house, with a massive yard, and a pool that the stupid kid Cynthia tricked, would have killed for. She made it about half way, when her driver side front tire blew out. She cursed under breath and pulled over to the side. She always hated waiting on triple A, they took their sweet time. As if they had anything better to do with their miserable lives, than fix her tire. They were luckily she called them. Or would have called them. It wasn’t until some snotnosed punk named Albert answered, that her phone suddenly died. She could have sworn she had charged it while she was at work. No matter, her father had taught her how to change tires. He felt it was a skill everyone should know. No sooner had Mary gotten out of the car and found the jack, did the hot summer day, turn to a stormy night. The rain came down, fast and hard. It had seemed, like there wasn’t a cloud in the sky moments ago. She couldn’t help but wonder where this storm came from. She forced these thoughts out of her mind as she set herself to the task at hand. She started to jack up the car, the cold rain pelting her, harder and harder. She started to shiver, when suddenly the crank slipped from her hand, flew through the air and sliced into the back tire. “Fuck!” She screamed out. She only had one spare. Car after car drove passed her, more often than not splashing water all over her as they went. She threw the jack in the trunk, grabbed her keys, and started walking home. She’ll just go home, charge her phone and then call triple A. It was only a couple blocks. No big deal. She made it about a block before she noticed the street started flooding. In and of itself, an odd occurrence. For the life of her, she couldn’t remember it ever flooding before. Let alone so quickly. The water came up, almost to her knees, and it was rising fast. By time she made it to her street, she was damn near swimming. Her feet, hardly touching the ground. With great difficulty, she pulled out her keys, only to find the ring that housed her house key, was bent. The key to her house, missing. She turned around, to the flooded, street, hoping to spot the glittering key, with no avail. She returned the keys to her pocket and started to swim back towards her car, her eyes scanning the road, under all the water, for any sign of her key. She found none. It took far longer to get back to her car, than it took for her to get home, and her day was only getting worse. Her car was no longer where she had left it. Instead, it was floating down the street, slowly sinking. Her heart sank, she loved that car. She had stolen it from her exboyfriend. She talked him into getting it when they moved in together. She convinced him to put both of their names on it, and a few months later had him arrested for hitting her. Of course, he never laid a hand on her, but a little makeup and some crying worked nicely. She made a deal to drop the charges if he kept paying for the car. All in all, it was some beautiful work on her end, if she did say so herself. And now, all that hard work, was sinking to the bottom of this damn flood. For the first time in her life Mary was starting to feel despair, when she noticed her phone floating out of the back window of her car. She was sure she had rolled them up, she was also positive she had her phone in her pocket. She was wrong on both counts, but at least she was here in time to save her phone. She would just have to find a way into her house, without the key. By time she got her phone and swam back to her house, it was almost halfway under water. She had never seen a flood this high before. She couldn’t help but feel a little worried. Surely the power was out. There was no way she was going to be able to charge her phone, but that didn’t matter. All she cared about now was feeling warmth again. Her whole body was shaking from the cold. It was almost unbearable. She just had to find a way inside. It didn’t take long for her to notice her bedroom window was wide open. Water was pouring out of her house onto the roof outside the window and into the flood surrounding her house. With a little work she managed to get onto the roof and climbed up to her bedroom window. Only falling and sliding back down into the flooded landscape twice. Her bedroom was completely submerged. For the first time in years, she felt tears flow from her eyes. It was an unsettling experience for her. Just as suddenly as the storm started, it vanished. The rain stopped and the sky cleared up. Not that it did much good. Her house was surrounded by the flood water, and the inside was just as bad. She sat on her bed, her feet dangling in the water, as if she was sitting on the side of a pool, and spent most of the night crying into her hands before falling asleep. When morning came, she was surprised to find the flood outside had mostly cleared up. The water in her house was another story. She waded her way downstairs and opened every door in the house, attempting to drain the water out. Everything was ruined. A life time of memories and trinkets, all destroyed by one night of rain. It was almost too much, but Mary was made of stronger stuff than most. She shrugged it off and attempted to find anything she could save. There wasn’t much. After some internal debate, she decided to go to work. She didn’t feel like being stuck in this house, with all the ruin. She was surprised to find how little damage other people suffered from the flood. In fact, the farther she got from her house, the less it seemed like it even rained. The sun was out in force this morning. It had to be over 100 degrees out. She could feel the sweat trickle down her face, as she struggled to keep putting one foot in front of the other. Half way to work, she spotted her car. Flipped upside down, the windows shattered and the remaining good tires were gone. It was clearly beyond repair. She had worked so hard to get that car, she didn’t deserve this. It was just another problem she would have to deal with when she got to work. Cottonwood was dry as ever. If she didn’t know any better, she would have sworn it never rained here. She paused at the front door, Cynthia wasn’t in yet, and it seemed she had forgotten her key back at the house. Mary let out a sigh and sat in front of the door. Cynthia should be in soon enough. She could wait outside a little longer. It was close to two by time Cynthia showed up. She had decided to treat herself to a spa day. In the hours between Mary arriving to work, and Cynthia finally getting to work, it had seemed like almost every resident had come by to complain about something or other. She had been attacked by two different dogs, and no less than three birds had decided that her head looked like a toilet. Add to that the fact that heat had risen to close to a 110, and the hose outside the office decided that today was the perfect day to stop working, and Mary was almost positive she was being punished for something. She made her way into her office, Cynthia mocking her as she went. Her best friend, her role model, had turned against her. Mary couldn’t blame her. If Cynthia had the night she had, Mary would have mocked her to. She slammed her office door closed, she didn’t want to deal with any residents and their bullshit. She just wanted to enjoy the nice, cool A/C and relax a little. No sooner had she sat her desk when the A/C cut off. She slammed her head to the desk, tears flowing freely. For the life of her, she couldn’t understand why life was being so cruel to her. After all, she was a good person. Wasn’t she? She thought she was. She was nice to her neighbors and friends. She tipped 1 whole percent when she went out to eat. It was far more than those people deserved. Nothing she had done was deserving of this fate. She picked her head up and looked around for her phone charger. The least she could do was get her phone back on. It was under the desk, the wire caught on her chair. Getting it untangled took a while, and the wire looked a little banged up, but she was sure it would still work. It had to. She plugged into the outlet and hooked her phone up to it. Praying it would turn on, and that the water didn’t ruin her phone. The phone started to spark, making little popping sounds as a tiny string of sparks went from the phone to the outlet, which in turn erupted into a massive fire. Mary all but jumped out of the chair and ran for the door, only to find it stuck. She banged and banged on the door, but it wouldn’t open. She could hear Cnythia in the lobby talking to someone about going out to lunch. She banged harder, hoping her friend would hear her. Instead, she heard the little bell, as the front door slammed shut. In a panic, Mary ran back towards the far wall, and rushed towards the door, using as much strength and speed as she could muster. The door flew open, as she fell to the ground. The bones in her right arm shattered from the force. With great difficulty, she managed to get out of the office building before the whole building went up in flames. The fire went out, all on its own, not long after it devoured the office. None of the residents answered their doors when she asked for help, none of them bothered to report the fire. She couldn’t believe how ungrateful they all were. She gave them all a place to live, the least they could do was help her out when she needed it. She was going to make sure they all paid for their actions this day. Cynthia returned not long after, to say she was pissed would have been an understatement. She fired Mary on the spot. Any trace of their friendship forgotten. With her head hung low, she started walking home. Content in the knowledge, that at least nothing else could go wrong. If only that was true. She returned home, to find her house condemned. Set to be demolished the very next day. The sheriff wouldn’t allow her back inside. It was a safety hazard. She would have to find somewhere else to stay the night. Her neighbors had gathered outside to watch. Most of them seemed to be finding the whole ordeal amusing. She wasn’t going to get no help from any of them. Before she had a chance to get more than a few blocks from her house, a car pulled up next to her, the man driving seemed to know her. He called Mary by name, and once she confirmed it was indeed her, he served her paperwork. It seemed her job, or well old job, wasted no time in suing her for allowing the fire to happen. Once she found the nearest hotel, things only got worse. It seemed that all of her credit cards were maxed out. Which was impossible. She paid them all off each and every month. Cynthia had come up with a beautiful scheme for paying their bills. Whatever rent increase the apartments charged, they would double, and the two of them would pocket the difference. It was a beautiful system that didn’t hurt anyone. At least not anyone who mattered. After some begging, Mary got the hotel clerk to let her use the hotel phone. She called her bank first, only to find her account had been seized by the government for fraud. The same had proven true of her credit cards. The FBI had frozen all of her accounts. It seemed that Quentin apartment management had found out about their overcharging the tenets rent, and Cynthia had put all the blame on Mary. She even had receipts to prove it. For three days, Mary lived on the streets, eating what little food she could find, doing the best she could to stay cool. The cruel summer sun beating down on her. But alas, her luck ran out and the authorities caught her. Her trial didn’t last long. Cynthia, her bosses, and every resident, past and present of Cottonwood, came in to testify. The jury debated for all of 30 seconds before voting guilty. She was sentenced to 25 years. Her new life was not at all fun. The guard in charge of her cellblock, seemed to take delight in making the prisoners life hell. He would shut off the A/C at the hottest parts of the day. He would rig it so that Mary was out of her room passed curfew, normally by locking her in a closet somewhere, so that she would be punished. The more the prisoners suffered, the more joy he took. Almost as if causing pain was how he got his kicks. He treated it like an artform. If it was an artform, he was Picasso of torture. For the rest of her days, Mary couldn’t understand how anyone could be so cruel, and how they could enjoy the suffering of others so much. She never got the irony. Raul let out a groan as he silenced his alarm for the second time. Ever since he could remember he gave himself one snooze to brace himself for the coming day. A task that seemed to get harder and harder as the years went on, which he always just chalked up to age.
With a heavy heart he pulled himself out of bed and started his morning ritual. Brushing his teeth, a quick shower and psyching himself up for the day ahead. He had a work evaluation today, something he always dreaded, despite the fact that he never really seemed to remember them much afterwards. They were always over so quickly. You just pop into HR, answer a few questions, listen to their critiques, which never seemed that bad, and you were back to work. The problem wasn’t so much the evaluation as it was the aftereffect. No matter how glowing the report was, he always felt so drained afterwards. As if the air had been sucked out of the room. He just hated the confrontation, the stress of hearing what he may have been doing wrong. For a moment he stopped himself. He couldn’t help but wonder when he became so stress adverse. He used to love being challenged. He honestly believed criticism was vital to growing and become better. Whenever someone would doubt him, he would just use that for fuel. Let that drive him to be better, to prove them wrong. When did that change? Once again, he chalked it up to age and started on his way. He drove to work in silence, his mind racing with all the tasks he had to get done before the day was out. For a moment he thought about turning on the radio, listening to some music. An attempt to get out of his head for a few minutes before he made it into the office, but the truth was, there just wasn’t time. He had too much to do, too much responsibility to waste his day away on silly nonsense. There was work to be done, and he wasn’t a child anymore. To be honest, he couldn’t remember the last time he did something fun. It had been at least three years since he used any of his vacation or sick days. Maybe he should take some time off when his current project was finished? “Hello, Mr. Rodriguez.” Maria the receptionist greeting him, as she always did. He gave her a curt smile and kept walking. Making a mental note to try and find sometime to talk to her when he had a chance. He had always found her attractive, and it had been years since he had dated anyone. Maybe it was time to get back out there? He always wanted a family, and he wasn’t getting any younger. His office on the second floor wasn’t what you would call impressive, but it made do. He had an old oak desk and a chair that you could sit comfortably in for hours on end. What else did you need? There was a stack of paperwork waiting for him as he sat down. He let out a small sigh before he set about the day’s tasks. It was a little after two when he was finally called into his evaluation. He did the best he could to brace himself for the worst. Not that he had any reason to expect anything to go wrong. He was a model employee, he arrived to work early and stayed late every day. He always doubled and tripled checked each and every report he handed in. The truth was, this job, this career, was his life. He didn’t really have anything going on outside of it. Raul was forced to stop and brace himself against the wall as a sudden dizzy spell came over him. He got them from time to time, usually right before an evaluation. He supposed it was his nerves getting the best of him. He attempted to catch his breath before going on his way, but he found that to be a near impossible task. Questions started flowing through his mind. What was he doing here? How was this his life? He took a job here the summer he graduated college to save up for a car and he had never left. He had such dreams. He was going to be an actor. Driving out to California and becoming the next Tom Cruse or something. He swore that he would never waste his life away in corporate America. Doing the same competitive task day in and day out. That was his father’s life, not his. It wasn’t what he wanted. So why was he still here? Why had he allowed himself to drift away from his friends, from his dreams as he chased the almighty dollar. This life had afforded him some luxuries, this is true. He had a nice house and a fancy car, but no one to share it with. His bank had more money in it than he really needed, but he couldn’t remember the last time he did anything for himself. His whole life was wrapped up in this job and this company. This wasn’t who he wanted to be. He needed to get out of here. He needed to find himself again. Before his whole life was gone. Wasted doing paperwork and inconsequential tasks that had no real value to society. “Mr. Rodriguez, Raul, are you okay?” Maria asked from behind him. Her voice was so gentle, so caring. He turned around to face her, the dizziness starting to dissipate. “I’m fine Maria, I just. . .I think. . I need to sit down.” He told her as he attempted to stand upright and almost immediately fell back against the wall, the dizziness back with a vengeance. “I got you.” Maria said as she put his arm over her shoulders and started to help him down the hall. “Thank you, if. . .if you could just help me back to my office.” Raul said, closing his eyes as she led him down the hall. The more he thought about the last few years the more nauseous he started to feel. “Something’s wrong.” “You’ll be okay, Raul. Don’t worry. Everything is going to be okay.” She told him, her voice thick with concern. He just nodded his head and held on tight. Afraid that if he let go of her, even for a second he would fall over. As they walked, more and more thoughts started to surface. Memories of all the things he had given up to work here. It was the little things in life that held real value, hanging out with friends. Watching stupid tv shows. Reading a good book. The touch of a woman. All of which he had tossed aside to climb the corporate ladder. It wasn’t a good trade off. “I think. . . I think I’m done.” Raul forced himself to say. The words hurt coming out, as if it was causing him physical pain. And yet, the second the words were out of his mouth he found himself starting to feel better. A weight lifted off his shoulders. The nausea and dizziness were gone, replaced with a sense of urgency. He needed to get out of this building, out of this life and he needed to do it now. “Here we go.” Maria said, helping Raul to the door. He slowly opened his eyes, expecting to see his office, instead he found himself standing in front of HR. His evaluator standing in front of him. “Everything’s going to be okay Raul. Trust me.” She said with a smile. It wasn’t a kind smile. It didn’t speak of good intentions, of joy and happiness. Of good will. It was a dagger to the heart. She didn’t care about him, she cared about the company. The bottom line. That’s all this company was. A machine to make the bottom line, the profits, bigger. No matter who it ate up, who it destroyed. “I don’t want to be here.” Raul said, pulling his arm off of Maria and standing on his own two feet. Feeling confident in himself and his desires for the first time in what felt like years. “I’m leaving. Now!” “What about your evaluation, Mr. Rodriguez?” The evaluator asked, his voice even. “You have to have your evaluation, Raul.” Maria said. “It’s important. For the company, and for you.” Raul shook his head and started to back away. His heart pounding in his chest. He was terrified. Nothing good was on the other side of that door. He needed to get out of there and he needed to do it fast. “I quit.” He said, just before he turned around, preparing to run out of the building never to return. But before he could make his escape two large men grabbed him under the arms and started dragging him towards the HR door. “Stop! What are you doing? Let me go!” “Not until you finish your evaluation, Mr. Rodriguez.” The evaluator said, a stern look on his face. Maria gave him a warm smile, that never seemed to make it to her eyes. Raul fought as hard as he could to escape his fate, but there was nothing he could do. The men forced him into the HR office, as the evaluator turned and followed them. It was a good two hours before the HR door opened again and Raul walked out, feeling exhausted, but also ready for work. After all, he had a lot that he needed to finish before the day was done. “How are you feeling Raul?” Maria asked, a slight look of concern on her face. “Fine, but if you’ll excuse me, I have a lot of work to get done. As I’m sure you do as well.” With that he turned and headed back to his office. He couldn’t help but think that she was pretty, if only she wasn’t so lazy. After all, who had time to sit around and chitchat while there was work to be done? It was a little past 9 when Henry walked through the door. Exhausted, his whole-body sore. Lately he had been working more and more, yet no matter how many hours he slaved away, he never seemed to be able to dig himself out of the financial hole he had dug for himself, what with all the luxuries in his life. Rent, some food on the table for most meals, a little electricity and a phone which he used mainly for work. Seeing as he hadn’t had the time to keep in touch with his friends these past few years.
He worked three jobs and did local construction whenever he had the time, which wasn’t often. “This is only a rough patch; we’ll get through this.” He told his wife every time she seemed bothered by how little he was home, or how bad their lives had gotten. She was laid off from her job when automation came in and had been out looking for a replacement ever since. He found her sitting in his old beat-up chair, a glass of whisky in hand and a look of despair on her face. There was a time when she would light up at the sight of him, sadly those times had passed into distant memories. All that was left now was an uncomfortable silence they shared before going off to bed. There was nothing Henry wouldn’t do for his Samantha. She was his whole world. She deserved so much better than this shell of a life they were now living. He still held onto the view that as a man, it was his responsibility to take care of her. He just couldn’t figure out how. He stood in the doorway a few moments, just taking her in, she was still just as beautiful as the day they first met. There were so many things he wanted to tell her. His love for her was the one thing that kept him going. Kept him from giving up and letting the hell that his life had become win, but instead, he stood there for a moment, gave her a slight nod and then turned and left. Headed off to their room. Henry collapsed into bed without so much as flicking the light switch or taking off his dirty work clothes. He was overcome with both, exhaustion and despair and sleep was the only relief he ever seemed to find anymore. “Henry! Come quick!” His wife shrieked from the living room. Henry bolted up, suddenly awake and alert. He ran out to find his Samantha standing in front of the door, her face pale with fear. From outside he could hear someone walking around. “Hello?” Henry called out, doing his best to sound firm, mean. “Is someone there?” BANG! BANG! BANG! The door rattled with the force of the knocking. “Stop banging on my door!” Henry barked as he made his way to the door. Before he could pull it open, Samantha grabbed his arm and pulled him back. It was clear that she was terrified. It was only then that Henry noticed the broken glass on the floor. He patted her hand and gave her a forced smile. “What do you want?” He demanded to the stranger. “Let me in!” the stranger called back. There was something off about his voice, it was almost more of a snarl than words. “Are you okay?” Henry asked, a mixture of concern and fear creeping into his voice. His wife’s grip was starting to hurt. “Let me in!” The stranger screamed again, this time throwing himself at the door. “Stop hitting my door! Whatever it is you want, find it somewhere else.” Henry snapped. His blood starting to boil. BANG! This time the stranger kicked the door. The force knocking the hinges lose, but not breaking them. Henry found himself backing away from the door, a sudden chill coursing down his spine. Samantha let go of his arm, stumbling backwards. “What does he want?” She asked, as she ran and hid behind the old chair. Oblivious to the fact that she ran through the glass shards on the floor. Henry could see the blood she left behind and found his anger boil over. He stormed to the fire place and snatched his father’s old Topper M48 off the mantle and made for the door. “Henry don’t!” His wife pleaded, but Henry’s mind was made up. He was past his limit. It was bad enough that life kept kicking him while he was down, but now for some lunatic to show up at his home and terrorize his wife. It was too much. He threw open the door, ignored Samantha’s begging for him to come back and stormed outside. His shotgun at the ready. Any trace of his fear gone, evaporated in the heat of righteous fury. “Show yourself!” Henry barked, looking around, shotgun at the ready. “Stop playing around!” In a moment of pure anger he shot the gun into the air so as to show that he wasn’t to be toyed with. It was only then that Henry realized his mistake. Like any good gun owner, he never stored the gun loaded. The bullets were in a safe in the closet under some old junk he had been meaning to throw out. His heart dropped as he heard footsteps behind him. He glanced towards the door, a mere 10 feet away. Could he make it? He wondered to himself as the footsteps grew closer. He spun around just in time to see a man that looked more animal than human sprinting towards him, his fangs baring from his mouth as he let out what could be described as a howl. Henry swung the shotgun at the monster, who swatted it away as if it was a plaything. His teeth tearing into Henry’s neck. As the blood started to drain from the bite, his mind raced back to his beloved Samantha. She was all alone. How could she face this dark cruel world without him, how could she survive this unholy monster. He tried to find the strength to stand, but he had none left. The blood was pouring out of him at an alarming rate. He knew death was fast approaching, something he would be okay with, if only he knew his love would be okay, if only he could see her one more time. With his final moments, he learned the truth of the old adage ‘be careful what you wish for’. Standing in the doorway, was his one and only Samantha, not a hint of fear about her as she took a long drag of her cigarette. A slight seductive smile on her face, as the once hideous monster, now a dashingly handsome man walked towards the door to greet her. Their kiss was the last sight he saw before life left him forever more. The only constant in life is change. A fact that was becoming clearer and clearer to Norman with each passing day as his circle grew smaller and smaller. Things he once took for granted, like Sunday nights at the bar watching the game were replaced with Sunday nights alone at home watching whatever happened to be on the TV. Truth is he was never a sports guy. He just liked the communal aspect of hanging with friends. But those friends now had families. Now had responsibilities. Something Norman avoided. It wasn’t that he was irresponsible. It’s that he enjoyed his life and wasn’t ready for it to change, and yet it had.
Like everyone, Norman was powerless to stop the flow of time, or the changes that it brought with it. But unlike most, he missed the point. That time isn’t the enemy. Change isn’t some monster trying to upend your life. It’s an ally helping you move into the next great adventure you’ve yet to take. If only you put yourself out there and embrace it. Norman never did. He sat in front of the TV, living for the moments when old friends would call and check in on him. Never grasping the gift that the changing times tried to give him. Abby walked through the wasteland, a desolated ruin of a once proud civilization. Her heart yarning for the world left behind. A world full of hope. Full of promise. It had its problems, but what place doesn’t? People helped each other. Built each other up. Contributed to the greater good.
A stark contrast to the world she now found herself in. A world where people fled from one another. Scared for their lives. If the wasteland didn’t wear you down to nothing, then the few other survivors would pick your bones clean. God forbid they took you alive. When civilization fell, the first thing to go was trust. Humanity evaporated and showed us for the beasts that we are. It all came crumbling down so quickly. Millennia of progress, undone in a single generation, those in power manipulated fear to control the masses. Rally them to their causes. And as always, it worked. Only too well. The artificial fear grew to real fear. Grew out of their control. Abby, like so many others, watched as society tore itself apart. As conceived slights and arbitrary differences grew the divide further and further until there was no return. Till all that was left was this desolated wasteland. Her hand rested on the bump that was her stomach. Terrified of what awaited her child in this hell that we created. His eyes were weary as he laid his head for rest. The struggle of the day overwhelming. Not that this day was different than any other. The same monotonous routine, day in and day out. Fighting to stay one step ahead of the relentless machine coming to consume him. Just as it consumed everyone else he had ever known. Sometimes it seemed as if there was no escape. No freedom from the onslaught, from the horror.
Often, he would lay up at night and wonder how the world became this way. How at a time when humanity had it all, we seemed to have nothing. Every morning the panhandlers increased, every evening another evicted neighbor poured over the remains of their lives for the world to see. How at a time when communication was instantaneous the distance between one another grew insurmountable. How we as a people march towards our own oblivion, oblivious of the doom that awaits. More concerned with the shinny distractions than the emptiness of our own lives. But today was not one of those days. Today he just let sleep overtake him, content with the only victory left him in this world. That he stayed one step ahead of his fate. At least for today. It's been 3 days since we've last had power. Each day growing colder and colder. The snow piling up outside, trapping us in this icebox that was once a home. I've long since stopped keeping track of the time, or any hope of salvation. The phones cut off not long after the electricity, and with them, any hope we had of contact with the outside world. If there is still an outside world. Is any place safe from this apocalyptic doom that has encased us? I fear that I am nothing more than a frozen corpse that has yet to learn it's place. My hands and feet, despite being wrapped up, nice and snug, have started to grow numb. My eyes glass over as I glaze out the window, hoping beyond hope that a miracle will happen, all the while knowing that it won't. This is how it ends. Neither glorious or even dignified. It's an end that I would never have wished on another soul, yet it is the one I am cursed with. I lay myself down, cross my arms over my chest, and take one last look around, letting the setting of my end solidify in my mind's eye. I'm ready to toss aside the mortal coil and be at peace in my frozen prison, yet just as my eyes close for the final time I hear the rumble of the heater. Warmth returns to this desolate wasteland, filling me with a hope that long since departed. For the first time in days I feel myself coming alive. It is only then that I realize that it has only been a handful of hours since this all started, rather than days.
As I walk under the pale moonlight, enjoying the first cool breeze of the year, the blistering summer heat having finally dissipated, I find my heart heavy. Weighed down by the apprehension of all the tasks yet undone.
What a curious predicament I find myself in. Laid out before me I find a million or more goals I long to achieve, yet inside I lack the motivation to even give form to these thoughts. I feel my soul drowning in an endless abyss from which there seems to be no escape. Night after night I wander the streets, as if my feet can deliver me to salvation. It's a foolish proposition, for my insecurities follow me, my only true companions. I resign myself to a fate worse than death, that of a mediocre existence. All dreams of glory buried in my past. Day in, day out, it's the same old thing. Stuck in a rut of my own design. Yet this night takes a turn as I find myself in the midst of a construction site. Half built homes all around me, promising a new hope. A fresh start. I take solace in the unvoiced promise that with some hard work and dedication you can build a future out of nothing but a vision. I awake at the crack of dawn, once more beating my alarm. My body drenched in the sweat of a thousand nightmares that plague my sleep night after night. Is this all there is? Endless repetition. Tearing me down till there is nothing left?
I carry on my back the weight of the world, a task no one asked me to perform. Yet like Sisyphus before me, I start anew each morn, hoping the results will vary, but all that awaits me is utter disappointment. I spend my days toiling away, on tasks so insignificant, they don’t even bear repeating. Is this all life is? Slowly wasting away, purpose unfulfilled, or is there something else? The same old question, day after day, no answer in sight. This is my predicament. I just got to find a way out. |
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